“Bowery Nightingale” an extension of Shadowcrest’s Hammer

Bowery Nightingale

Chapter 1

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~Saturday Night on the Bowery~

Every eye fixed on the blank canvas of the growing night. Packed shoulder to shoulder beneath the rusty iron of the elevated trains, the impoverished immigrants stood ignoring the filth of the gutters and the putrid odors pervading the air. Saturday night meant one thing to all of them, and the anticipation pressed them all together into a tense throng.

“One …” A young boy hugged an iron beam and pointed up as a star appeared in the sky. Below him, a milky-eyed man dressed in a worn tunic with a wide, once colorful, sash tied around his waist, sat against the beam. A violin polished by the oils of his hands lay across his knees, the bow freshly rosined.

In the midst of the crowd whispers in a multitude of dialects traveled in waves. Men, women, and children; all poor immigrants deemed unfit for the more reputable neighborhoods, gathered in their ragged splendor. Calloused hands held coins, many a belly called out for the festivities to begin. But not until the proper time.

A young girl tugged on her mother’s dress sleeve nearly knocking the tin whistle from her eager grip. “Ma, do ya think he’ll be here tonight?”

“Who, darlin’?”

“Him. I don’t see him yet.” Her wide eyes wrinkled the freckles on her cheeks.

Her mother smiled. “Lass, I don’t know who you mean.”

Standing on her tiptoes, she leaned out, only her grip on the iron beam kept her from falling. “You know, the bird.”

Within earshot Blanjini, the violinist, chuckled. Though he did not speak their Gaelic, the Romanian picked up the one word he needed, and the child’s eager tone conveyed enough. A child’s voice he knew from her prior improvised singing to his violin in the daytime hours. Even if she wouldn’t understand, he assured, “He will come.”

“Two!” The boy’s heartbeat entered his voice as he spied the second star.

The mother turned her head, bright red curls falling over her ragged shawl. She picked up enough of the old man’s words to answer, “Who?”

Slowly, Blanjini tucked his violin beneath his chin, preparing for the boy’s cue. His smile deepened the age lines on his face. His eyes took in nothing, but it left him all the more observant. Oh yes, Blanjini knew he would be here, just like every Saturday since he had first bent to the call of the music. How could such a soul avoid the temptation?

Blanjini did not answer the woman. He raised sightless eyes to the heavens, bow to strings, fingers in the position of the first chord; and waited as everyone held their breath.

“Three!” The boy shouted, scrambling to keep his hold as he pointed at a third star winking in the fading daylight.

A violin chord fractured the night followed by a slow, teasing series of notes. It did not come from Blanjini’s instrument. The source higher up on the iron crossbeams of the elevated train, about halfway to the top. Blanjini smiled even as his hand hitched on the first chord.

“As I said,” Blanjini shifted his fingers to the answering harmony, letting the first violin take the lead in the call and response, “he would appear.”

Applause and cheers rent the air as the crowd located the elusive musician standing easily on his perch, a silhouette against the twilight. The wind ruffled his cloak and shifted the woolen vest he wore over the rough faded blue henley shirt. His raven black hair, tied back at the nape of his neck, shimmered with silver streaks. Waxing moonlight caught the dirt stained once white leather mask that covered everything above his upper lip. They knew, only by familiarity, that beneath his closed eyelids two different colored eyes peered out. The left a deep, nearly black, brown. The right an icy blue that gave his uneven stare an eerie feeling. In his hands not just any violin, but an antique Stradivari sang at his bidding with the voice of angelic grace.

The perch seemed precarious, and the mother gasped. Her daughter grinned and thrust her finger into the air towards him. “Ma! Look, there he is! The bird, the songbird!”

His cloak fluttered like wings as the lithe man leapt down to join the rest of the gathered musicians. He never missed a stroke in time with Blanjini’s harmonized call and response, the tones toying off one another in the promise of a wild chase. On solid ground, the man offered the blind violinist an elegant half-bow, not at all in mockery but in true reverence.

Surrounded by an eclectic bunch of musicians bearing various instruments, Blanjini continued the teasing game and lowered the neck of his violin in a mimicry of a bow. “I knew you’d be joining us again, Nightingale.”

Even his laugh was lyrical as he toyed with the strings, just warming up in the evening’s stuffy humid air. He answered in a fluid Romanian tongue, “Come now, my dear Blanjini. You yourself know Aoide’s lure is beyond resistible.”

“Indeed, for a creature comprised of measure. Though some doubted you would come, I was certain you would spread your wings this eve.”

“Enough wasting the night on vapid words.” He pulled his bow to the end, pausing with his arm as far as it could go. “Our darling mistresses wish to sing. Let us get on with it.”

“As you will, Nightingale.” Blanjini’s violin sang in tandem, matching the vigorous musical throes of the chase as the patterns wound one around the other. Two master musicians fit for the grandest courts tapped their worn shoes in the squalor of the slums. But on this eve no one cared for their wretched conditions. It was all about the music and celebration of one more week evading the Grim Reaper’s grasp.

The little girl leapt off her mother’s lap to spin and dance with the gathered musicians improvising to the leading violins. Her own voice joined others as they uttered in their own languages, “Blanjini and the Bowery Nightingale.”


~Erik~

With each slash of my bow my heart took flight in the cascade of notes dancing on the strings. As I poured my soul onto my Stradivari’s humming strings, I heard the marked name echoing. Some time ago that would have been sufficient to still my hand, force me to retreat to the relative solitude of my apartment. But not now.

Bowery Nightingale.

The alternative would be to tell them my singular name, a fact few were privy to. I was determined that remain so.

Besides, the charming little birds were rather significant in many a worldly story. Not that I particularly wanted to be remembered now. My days of being a vain showman were over. At least for the matter of manipulation. I played now for another reason, fiddling on a remarkable violin like a common minstrel of old, because my life depended on it.

This had become my choice. As the music of the collective orchestra thrummed through my veins it lent me a vibrancy I had forgotten I possessed. The bright dancing folk tunes pervading the air every Saturday night were no longer merely outside my window, I emerged among them … one of them. In the gutters they gathered speaking different tongues. But their instruments did not care for country of origin. The cittern harmonized with the uillean pipes, the bodhran kept the rhythm as well as the doumbek. One culture’s tune melded into the next as we shared in creation to counter loss.

The music covered the growling of underfed stomachs, a balm to those nursing wounds, lifted the spirits of those with one less soul beneath their rooves in this slum where soot permeated everything. For this brief stolen moment when we closed our eyes we were lifted free of our wretched existence.

Blanjini could not have been more correct, I had come to spread my wings.

So, I silently bid them call me Nightingale, and I let them be the emperors in the darkness of this festival of survival.

In the steamy night, before the first phase of our violin duel completed I had already drenched my shirt with sweat. Not that I would permit that to hinder me. I had been subjected to worse in the past. The music called me onward, a wild Irish tinged piece with our fiddle duel at the core. Blanjini rose to the challenge, the smile betraying his thrill as his nimble fingers raced across the strings against mine. The other musicians panted and fought to keep up, some resorting to simplified progressions to keep the base time. They grinned, none the less.

In a swirling mass the crowd danced amidst our kingdom of soot and iron. The waxing moon’s rays cut through the crossbeams to light our celebration. Sawing away at the final movement in our concoction, I leaned against the iron column. A young girl with vibrant red hair twirled, her simple skirt flowing out as she threw her head back. Arms out full, one bare foot left the ground as she closed her eyes and smiled, lost to this world.

I wanted to be wherever she was. I knew this child. Blanjini and I had been subjected to her insatiable curiosity this past week when she had happened upon our daily performances on the Bowery street corners. Betha Sheehan, and where she was her little brother would inevitably follow.

I glanced to my side to find the rambunctious Ronan riding his father’s knee up and down as he kept time. The Sheehans. I had come to know the recent arrivals through their loquacious daughter. Brennan Sheehan, a wiry fellow currently playing the uillean pipes, worked long hours at a factory. Enda, the sweet bright haired lass at his side playing a tin whistle with lightning fast fingers, was a seamstress at a factory. Betha knew this because her mother showed her needlework on the days when natural light permitted. Now Enda watched her daughter dancing, the glee flowed from her eyes as she played the merry tune.

I didn’t want it to end. The spirals of colors, the laughter filling the air. I may have been dauntless, but it was not the case for the other flagging musicians. Wrapping the tune to a gradual decline, I pulled the bow and let the final cascade draw onward until without additional motion the strings fell silent.

Blanjini clapped a hand on my shoulder. “What a fine chase that was. Where did you first hear that?”

I shrugged, turning the tuning peg as the strings had warmed with the vigorous play. “At a European faire somewhere many a year ago, the name is lost to me.” I did a test draw finding it much more to my liking.

Betha skipped up to me, one finger hanging from her mouth. “Mister Bowery Nightingale?”

Such a short little child, not even half my height, I had to crouch down to her level.

“Can you play again?”

I swung my bow lazily and raised an eyebrow, though the child could hardly have seen it for my mask, something that never seemed to intimidate her. “Remarkable formality from such a petite lady.”

She blushed beneath the sooty smudges on her cheeks and grinned, showing a missing front tooth.

Brennan gestured to her, juggling the short-panted boy on his knee who tried to grab the uillean pipe’s chanter from his hand. “Betha, come to me now, leave the good man alone.”

I waved a dismissive hand to him. “What have we come here to do if not to play.” Turning to Blanjini I switched to Romanian, grateful for the practiced ease that permitted me to switch tongues. “We have a request for more dancing music.”

Blanjini searched his gray beard with a finger until he rubbed his chin for a moment. “Dancing music? Well, I’m not certain I know any more.” He winked a milky eye in my direction. “There is this one.”

He set his bow to the strings and instantly all the musicians fixed their attention on him. Myself included as I picked out the central melody. A sultry Romany tune with a lilting tempo, one I had heard and played a few times, but it too had been ages. I silently fingered the chords the first time through and wove the harmony around his violin on the second. Once more the air filled with music and the rhythm of dancing feet.

I had truly lost myself in the music for who knew how many songs before the first round of alcohol laden mugs made their why through the musician’s ranks. Seated on a railing, I gave it a good sniff to be certain the concoction wasn’t the rotgut that had nearly finished me off the first night I had engaged in this affair. Some form of ale, this one was safe. The flavor was certainly no fine wine, but it would suffice. With my violin and bow grasped in one hand, I sipped the ale from the other.

Nadir wandered my way, the Persian’s jade eyes glassy and his breath kissed with whiskey. Indeed, I had been a bad influence on him since we had fled Paris. He went a bit cross-eyed as he attempted to fix the lapel of his jacket. “Have you seen … ummm … ” He held a finger up and blinked slowly, his mouth moving but no words left it.

I cocked my head, waiting patiently. Oh I did not envy his headache on the morrow. All the more reason I took great care which gratitude I partook. I only needed one day with my head stuck out the window praying for the relief of death to learn my lesson. Nadir, it seemed, was a decidedly different story. After a long time of false starts I spared him, clearly in his imbibed liberation he could permit himself a little more courage for the one person he could possibly be looking for. “Chastity?” The harlot neighbor who lived one floor below us. Who also proved to be a remarkable seamstress, I had her to thank for fitting my secondhand garments. Oh how I missed my finely tailored suits. Clothing I dared not wear out now with such limited resources. What I did still possess could hardly be considered in good repair.

Upon hearing her name, he nodded and glanced around. “Yes. Yes, have you seen my Chastity?”

Fortunately the cover of the mug saved him as I mastered my mirthful fit at his unfortunate phrasing. Once I was no longer choking on the urge to laugh, I lowered the mug and glanced around. “I am certain she is around. If you do not find her soon, once the circle starts you will know where she may be found.”

He teetered on his feet, too short to see much over the crowd before he wandered off. I should be forced to collect him before the night was through, if only to make certain he made it home again.

The clearing of a throat beside me caught my attention. I turned to find Brennan Sheehan’s gaze fixed on me. In Gaelic he inquired, “That was not the same as I speak, nor the gypsy Blanjini.”

I set my empty mug aside. “Romany.” I corrected. “Blanjini is Romanian, not a gypsy.”

Brennan cocked his head, lost for words for a long moment before he held up a hand. “My apologies. Here I am only a few weeks in this new world and making a grand ass of myself in public. I understand nothing, Lad. While ya … well, ya understand us all.”

“I do.” I leaned back and gazed up at the stars shining in the midnight sky.

“How?”

There was no easy answer to this. Not without dredging up portions of my past I wished not to revisit. Instead the violin in my hand, my sweet constant companion, held the answer. “Words are just like music. A violin can play everything from the stately operas to fiddle the wildest jigs. It is the same instrument. The same notes at the core. Only the music is different.”

Betha’s small hand rested on my knee drawing my eyes to her as she twisted her foot in the dirt. “You’re silly, songbird.”

Such childish innocence. I smiled at her.

She giggled and spun away, trying to grasp her father’s uillean pipes. “Can I play, Da?”

Brennan held out the chanter and guided her fingers to it. “Now, when I push the bellows, move yer fingers like this, then to this, and finally to this. Got it?”

With childish clumsiness, she copied his actions a couple times before nodding. “I got it.”

“Alright, off we go.” Pressing on the bellows strapped to his arm, the pipes groaned to life. A rather sickly one guided by Betha’s hesitant attempts on the holes.

I fought the urge to cover my ears. Not that the pipes themselves were at fault. A well-played set of pipes could be captivating. However, a poorly played one sounded like a butcher torturing a cow. This was undoubtedly the latter.

Crestfallen with her efforts, Betha released the chanter to his hand and buried her face from the gawking of the onlookers. Brennan ruffled her hair. “Not bad for yer first try, my wee one.”

“Really?”

Enda held out her tin whistle. “Why don’t ya try mine first.”

The whistle’s shrill shriek broke through the crowd as Betha blew hard enough her eyes shut from the pressure. None nearby were spared the cringing, not even myself. Blanjini covered his ears, the poor fellow.

I held up a hand. “Softer. The tin whistle is a wind instrument and the muses are shy to new musicians. You wouldn’t want to scare Aoide away.”

“Who?” Betha leaned forward, the instrument in her white knuckled grasp.

With my violin and bow leaning against my chest, I rested my wrist on my cocked knee and noted Blanjini’s smile as I’d mentioned the name again. “Aoide, the muse of music. She comes to those with the gift. But she is a timid creature who is bid by a soft voice and a gentle caress.”

Betha glanced between her father and I. “But you all play loud and fast.”

I bowed my head and eyed her sideways. “Indeed, but that comes from spending time with her. Quite, and soft. Learning to control our gifts through her subtle lessons. Speed and complexity come with time. No one is born a master, we all must engage in the give and take of dance to learn.”

She took a deep breath, closed her lips over the mouthpiece and gently blew. With a slow, hesitant shift of her fingers a series of three notes hung in the air. Her eyes lit up. “Ma! Da! Did ya hear? I did it!” She leapt into Enda’s arms and hugged her.

Brennan ruffled her hair and glanced my way, mouthing, Thank you!

I nodded my head with a smile. “A gift for a rather masterful musician. You are quite talented with your pipes.”

Brennan held up the aged instrument. “I’m the third generation. These once belonged to my grandfather. Who taught my father. Who in turn taught me back before we left Ireland.” His eyes lost a bit of their spark. He stared at his fingers on the chanter. “They promised this was a land of opportunity.”

“Indeed. There are plenty of opportunities,” I gestured to the north. “for those with the resources to seize them.”

He gazed at his wife and children wandering off into the crowd in search of some treat their few pennies could procure. Brennan shook his head, glancing at the callouses on his hands, the filth of the factory pressed into his skin. “Where are the open fields, the farmlands?”

With my bow I pointed. “West, as rumor has it.”

He followed the gesture and his shoulders only sank. “There is a river there.”

“Indeed.”

“Have you been across there?”

I laid my head back against the iron column. “Would I still be trapped here if I had?”

Brennan sighed, his fingers started to play on the chanter. Before long his elbow pumped the bellows and a slow, wistful melody came to life. A song of dreams. Dreams still held, and not yet broken.

I lifted my violin and harmonized. Soon others joined us.

Glancing over his shoulder where the crowd had swallowed his family, Brennan whispered, “I brought them to escape the struggles of our old country. We came here for a new life.”

Still drawing my bow, I muttered, “Welcome to disappointment. You are in good company here.”

These wretched tenements held our lot captive, physically. But on nights like these we stole pleasure, escaping through creation. Along the Bowery in the teaming throng of the destitute, we offered to one another fleeting indulgence. Food, alcohol, gambling, sins of the flesh; all could be found along the cobblestones from the light of the third star of evening into the small hours of the morning. And all of it accompanied by the greatest balm—music.


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Chapter 8

Rosalind opened the door expecting to be greeted by the darkened silence. Instead, an endless string of muttering met her ears … and it wasn’t the patient. He was still lying on his side, soundly in a drugged slumber. At the bedside, the old Persian reclined in one chair, his leg propped up on the other obviously napping. Good, at least he was in here. That was a start. There could only be one more source for the vocalizations. Her eyes discovered Lucy pacing about the room with her arms across her chest, fit to be tied. The moment the nurse realized she was not alone she fixed Rosalind with a glare.

“About time!” she snapped “Gah! Why did he have to wake up! It was so much easier before! I’ve just about had it with him!”

Taking a step back, Rosalind cocked her head observing the scene. It seemed peaceful enough, save for the rather aggrieved nurse. She didn’t have a chance to even respond before Lucy continued.

“Every bloody waking moment he was into something!”

Rosalind had to quell a bout of laughter. “Lucy, don’t be so dramatic. Erik is entirely bedridden at the moment. He can’t lift his head without nearly passing out. How much trouble can he really be?”

She thrust her finger into Rosalind’s shoulder. “Oh, you’ll see! His hands get into everything, I spent the entire night picking things up off the floor he knocked off the table.”

Looking over at the bed, she passed by the ranting nurse. Gently taking hold of the table she tugged it over well out of arms length. With a grin, she turned back to Lucy. “Problem solved.”

That earned her a glare.

There was a soft moan from the bed, Erik would wake up soon.

Lucy snuffed, pointing at him. “Good. It’s your turn to pick up after him!” Without another word she stormed out of the door, closing it with a bang.

Nadir opened his eyes, stretching in the chair with a wide yawn. “Oh good. You’re here.”

She shook her head, taking a quick glance to see how Erik was doing. He seemed much quieter then she remembered on previous shifts, not nearly as much wincing. It would still be several minutes before he opened his eyes yet.

Rosalind reached over and gave Nadir’s hand a pat. “It’s good to see you here as well. You see? I told you things would improve.”

He offered a quick warm smile before his eyes drifted to Erik. Shaking his head he sighed. “Not so certain I would call it an improvement, so much as a change.”

“Oh?”

“He had a very restless night. When he was conscious it was a constant stir of activity. His actions kept moving his head and he nearly lost consciousness a few times.” He shrugged. “Of course, I’m not certain that nurse was helping much with her ceaseless scolding.”

Clicking her tongue, she eyed the door. “No, I should say that probably did make the situation worse.” Something brushed against her right hand. She looked down to find Erik’s bruised eyes cracked open, his shaking fingers having brushed against her. “Oh, well now, good morning. Look who woke up faster than I expected.”

Blinking slowly, Erik took in a deep breath before lifting his right hand from the bed, reaching out.

She chuckled, taking the hand and gently guiding it back to the bed. “Easy now. Don’t try to move too much.”

Of course the moment she let go, his hand once more resumed the clumsy groping off the edge of the bed. His eyes stared out into the space behind her. Snippets of words left him in a jumble, not only parts of words but various languages comprising a single word.

Rosalind continued to guide his feebly resisting hand back onto the bed, her brow creasing at Erik’s mangled attempts to communicate.

With a sigh, Nadir lifted a hand. “And the restless night continues. He just kept doing that. That and the mess of partial words tumbling out. None of that makes any sense of course, since he keeps switching languages within a word.”

Erik whimpered. The distress in his eyes intensified as he redoubled his efforts to reach out, fighting to move the limb with coordination that he did not yet possess. In his efforts, he inadvertently tipped his head. The sudden motion resulted in the arm falling limply against the edge of the bed while his eyes rolled back.

“Alright, that’s enough of that.” Rosalind took his hand firmly, this time not letting it go. “Erik. Open your eyes again … Erik. There we are. Now you have to stop fussing like that. You’re going to hurt yourself. Actually it looks like you did, the bandage on your wrist is damp, you must have popped a blister. Have to clean that up in a bit.”

He frantically muttered out another mangled phrase.

Shaking her head, she replied. “I’m sorry, I don’t know what you are trying to say.”

His eyes brimmed with tears.

“Easy. That doesn’t mean we’re not going to try to figure that out.” She gave him an encouraging smile. “Close your eyes and concentrate, Erik. Just concentrate on what you’re trying to tell me. One word. Just one word in one language. Alright? Take your time.”

The eyes closed tightly, his whole arm trembled with the effort as several times he tried. Nadir was left to shake his head in apology as Rosalind glanced back at him.

Erik took a series of deep breaths before his weak voice stuttered out, “ … soif … ”

Sitting up with a start, Nadir cocked his head.

“Did that mean something?” Rosalind darted a glance, still holding Erik’s frantic grasp.

“I think so … “ Nadir replied hesitantly “He didn’t pronounce it right at all. Had that been me speaking French to him he would have swatted my hand and made me pronounce it right. But I think he said soif, it means thirst in French.”

Slowly, Rosalind followed Erik’s distant gaze beyond her. There upon the table was the bowl of broth. “Good heavens! That is what he was trying to tell us!” Releasing his hand, she scooped up the bowl, immediately lifting the spoon as she brought it closer. Erik’s uncoordinated hands edged up, trying to find it within the space.

“Why don’t you let me do this for you.” She grinned as his long fingers found her wrist.

As she watched, his hands very clumsily, but with a defined purpose, roved towards the bowl using her arm as a guide. Once they found their goal, he grasped it, pulling it towards him with frantic eyes.

“Erik. You can’t hold that.”

But he didn’t relent, the motion became more desperate, he muttered the mangled word again. “ … soif … ”

Her attempts to pry his trembling fingers from the bowl were entirely in vain. “Persistent, isn’t he!” She furrowed her brow, contemplating the gesture. He was fully conscious at least. With a sigh, she set the spoon aside and guided the bowl towards his lips. He continued to clutch the edges, trembling with the effort it took for the action.

Carefully she edged her hand beneath the pillow, very slowly shifting his head up a little more, slow enough not to trigger a dizzy spell. The moment the broth contacted his lips, Erik began to gulp down the dark brown fluid as quickly as it would go down his throat.

“Slow down, you’ll choke.” She changed the angle of the bowl slightly, controlling the amount.

His eyes had shut and he was catching quick breaths between swallows, harsh gasps that punctuated the air. It wasn’t long before the bowl was empty in her hands. She tried to pull it away and was forced to pry his fingers loose to his frustrated cry. Panting for breath, he was still grasping for the bowl now out of reach.

The door opened as Molly slipped into the room to the sight of a stunned Rosalind staring into the empty bowl. Quietly, Molly made her way across the room, her eyes taking in the empty vessel.

Rosalind met Erik’s desperate gaze as he lie there, the trembling hand pointing at the bowl. “Molly, I think he wants more.”

Taking the offered dish, she asked. “Shall I fetch a fresh bowl?”

“As much as you can carry up here. If he wants it, let’s give it to him.” Leaning forward, she took Erik’s hand. “You just lie still, we’ll have some more in a bit. Meanwhile, let’s get that wrist cleaned up. Shall we?”

His eyes studied her as she unwrapped the bandage exposing the raw and blistered ring of flesh. The moment it was visible, Erik’s eyes narrowed with confusion. His fingers flexed in the air.

Taking a cloth soaked with silver nitrate, Rosalind gently cleansed the weeping sore. At least the fluid from the blister was clear. “Yes.” She watched as he studied his hand where she held it. “That’s yours.”

The fingers of his left hand slowly edge up, just about to touch the scarred wrist.

She was forced to use the back of her hand to guide the inquisitive fingers away. “Not a good idea. Let me finish, please.”

In the chair behind her, Nadir was chuckling quietly as he watched. “Please understand, Rosalind, I am not laughing at you … it’s because I have been through this with him. Oh, this is going to get interesting quickly!”

At the sound of the voice, Erik’s eyes drifted slowly towards Nadir. His voice muttered out a series of disconnected, multilingual words, before he shut his eyes in frustration.

“Wait until he starts feeling better.” Nadir leaned back in the chair. “It will be challenging to keep him from overexerting himself.”

With a laugh, Rosalind coated the entire wrist with the pale yellow powder before wrapping a fresh strip of linen around it. “His body will limit him.”

“That’s what you think.” He laughed. “Good luck convincing him of that.”

Molly walked in carrying a tray with three bowls. “Here we go.”

From the bed, Erik once more began to reach out. It took Rosalind’s hand on his shoulder to keep him calm. “Just lie still. Give me a moment.” She could hardly get the bowl to him quickly enough. His fingers once more searched their way to the rim, holding tight in a shaky embrace. Her own hand fought hard to stabilize it.

“Would you look at that!” Molly declared. “Make sure he comes up for air.”

“At least that much he seems to have managed,” she replied gently pulling the bowl back. “That one is empty. Let me get the next one … Erik, let go.”

Coming to the rescue, Molly edged another one into view. Erik’s hands latched onto it and with her aid he began to gulp the fresh one down. “And you were worried about getting fluids in him.” Molly laughed. “This rate, he’ll drain the whole pot.”

The nurses switched places for the last bowl. As Rosalind pulled it back, Erik’s hand pawed at the air. “Why don’t we make certain that stays in you for a bit.” He was panting for air, his eyes drooping with exhaustion. “We can’t have that coming back up again, won’t do you any good at all.”

“Four bowls.” Chuckled Molly. “If we can keep that up, it should help.”

Drifting closed, Erik’s eyes struggled to focus, a slight wince of pain caught Rosalind’s attention. “Also looks like the window of opportunity may be fairly narrow for now. We’ll have to be ready when he wakes. He wears out fairly quickly.”

Gathering up the dishes, Molly shook her head. “Well just look at him, he’s just a wisp of a thing. Soon as we can, we need to get him on some real food before he wastes away to naught but a ghost.”

Nadir flinched a bit, his eyes drifted down to find Erik had blessedly fallen asleep, he had not heard the nurses unfortunate phrasing.

Plucking the damp bandage from where she had left it on the bed, Rosalind somberly rested a hand on Erik’s wrist measuring his resting pulse. “He’ll need to be able to sit up first. That is a long while coming yet. He hardly has the strength for that. It’ll be one day at a time.”

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Pulling the blanket back, Rosalind draped the end of it over his waist. With great care she rolled him on his back, being careful not to trap the undone ties of the hospital gown as she did so. It took scarcely any effort move him, when he was sleeping that is. It was a little surprising how much resistance his frail limbs could provide when he had a will for something. The strength proved incredibly fleeting, though.

Her eyes shifted to his bared wrists, undressed in preparation for a good cleaning. The blister he had broken open the day before on his right wrist thankfully showed no sign of infection. Carefully she extracted his arms from the gown. Pulling the whole garment out from the beneath the covers, she discarded it on the floor.

With all of Erik’s pale upper body exposed to the air she reached into the basin and wrung out the rough sponge. Gently rubbing it around both his wrists, she took the most care with the damaged skin first. Once that was done, she worked the rough sponge down his arm along the pocked bruises of the numerous injection sights. She had reached his shoulder when a slight motion caught her.

His eyes were open. There had been no moan, no senseless muttering precluding his wakeful state. He was just silently watching while his arm hung limply in her grasp as she washed it.

“Hello Erik.” She reached back, re-wetting the sponge. “Nice warm water, isn’t it?”

When she resumed, she watched as his eyes followed her every move. Rivulets of water flowed down, settling in the shallow channels between his ribs. Slowly, his eyes drifted up to find her in the dim light. “What … what are … you doing?” Visibly he struggled in his efforts to find the right words. His voice weak, every word came halting and constantly questioned.

“Giving you a bath,” she replied quietly.

His eyes followed the path of the rough sponge as it traversed the crevices of his chest. “Baths use … ” the final word wouldn’t come. His hand balled into a fist as he shut his eyes tightly.

“Take your time, just concentrate.”

“ … tubs … ”, he muttered.

She shrugged. “Usually, yes. However, it’ll be a good while yet before you can handle a full bath. So for now it’s a nice sponge.”

His eyes narrowed in thought while she dragged the rough sponge across the hollow of his stomach. “Why … what’s wrong … with me?”

Throughout his brief conscious periods, this had been the longest he had spoken English. The time between the words was long, the occasional grimace of pain betraying his unfortunate underlying state. The codeine could only suppress so much, buy him only so much time before he was left blinded by the agony, waiting for the next dose.

Dropping the sponge into the basin, the smile faded as she placed a hand on his shoulder. “Erik, you’ve been extremely ill. You are still in need of a great deal of rest.” This wasn’t the first time she had told him, but this was the calmest he had been. Maybe this time he would be able to retain it.

Closing his eyes briefly, he winced for the span of a few breaths, his hand drifting into the air vaguely towards his head. She realized he was gritting his teeth against the effort of the motion. Snatching the sponge from the basin, she wrung it out and resumed, grabbing the limb in mid air. “Best not to do that right now.”

Cracking his eyes back open, he released a sigh of quiet frustration. His eyes slowly drifted down to the shock of silver hair that trailed down over his shoulder. “When … my hair … long … never … ”

Rosalind reached over and flicked the wayward hair out of his line of sight. “Nothing a good haircut won’t fix. We can get that at the next bandage change. No need to fuss.” There was a slight tremble building under her hand. Excitement would only make things worse, and it was already showing in the falling apart of the sentence structure.

His eyes gazed out at the room, searching for something. “Christine?”

“She’s downstairs, changing her clothing. You see that’s another reason for this. I’ve got fresh clothing for you after I’m done. I’m sure your wife will be up shortly, she always comes straight here.”

“Here?” The eyes drifted about the walls. “Where … here … ”

Poor Erik, how many times had they told him now? “You’re in your home. In the other wing. Don’t you worry. See? See the columns you carved?”

It took him a long time for the shaking gaze to follow where she pointed. But at last his eyes settled on shadows of the wall. He took several measured breaths before murmuring, “I carved … ” The sentence hung in the air for a long time as he closed his eyes, almost looking as though sleep had reclaimed him. “ … that … ” Wearily his eyes reopened.

“Yes.” She picked up a towel, she would only get this half of him done before the pain made him senseless. It was good enough for now. After carefully drying him she picked up the fresh gown and lifted his arm, guiding it through the sleeve. He offered her no resistance, allowing the limb to remain slack in her grasp. Lifting his other arm, she found the same supple nature as he merely studied her actions in silence. Tucking the lower edge of the gown beneath the covers she tugged them up to his chest, leaving both his arms above the blanket.

“Alright, let’s get those wrists dressed.” With a clean cloth she soaked it in the silver nitrate, and rubbed the wounds. Erik lay still, studying every motion she made, all the way up to her tying the bandages upon his wrists.

Pushing back from the bed, she grinned down at him. “There we are.” He was already breathing a little harder than before, signs of the codeine’s effects wearing off. The pain registering in his slowly blinking eyes.

She took up a bowl of broth, bringing it up close for him. This time he didn’t reach for it, his hands remained at rest upon the bed. He let her hold it for him as he drank it down steadily. “Get this in you quick before … ” She sighed. “I’m so sorry, Erik. I wish we could keep the pain at bay longer. You just have to be patient. A few more days and the worst should be over.”

His fingers gently encircled her wrist as she withdrew the empty bowl. A slow shuddered breath entered him, his eyes meeting hers before he closed them. The grip intensified on her hand and she knew by the panted whimper that escaped him what was happening. The window had opened and shut … leaving him to ride out the storm.

Read on to Chapter 9

Face to Face

A short scene taking place between Nightingale’s Strain and Gilded Cage for a Nightingale Inspired by a reader asking the question: what was it like the first time Charles saw his father’s face? Ask and you shall receive~

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Musical notes fell like rain. An echo of the gentle storm outside my study’s closed windows. The melody sent shivers down my spine as though I were standing in the chill autumn weather. My fingers shifted on invisible keys, dancing in the exuberant chords that defied the oppressive day. Beside me, Charles rocked back and forth, his eyes skipping over the measures on the page as his petite fingers drew forth the music.

My son. Ten years old. I could hardly believe it! Yet it was indeed true, for just last week Christine marked the passing of the years. Shamefully I was absent from the party. My stubborn pride forbade me to reveal why I could not attend … but …

How many years I had missed in my exile from Paris here in Manhattan, not even aware that I had left behind my most cherished possession with child. A gifted child. A child who excelled at music like his mother … like his … father.

He came to the end of the piece and folded his hands on his lap in silence. His gaze turned slowly to me.

How I longed to shower praise on him for his precision! How I desired to extol his passion!

I reached up and took the musical score from the stand and flipped through to another selection of Mozart’s before placing it back on the stand. “Be mindful of the time signature. This piece should never feel as though it is dragging.”

The spark in his eyes faded slightly. He gave a stiff nod and placed his fingers on the keys. “Yes, Father.”

A lump caught in my throat. Praise stalls progress, my son. One day you will understand why I withhold what you long to hear. An artist must strive.

To the cadence of the rain, he poured out his soul into the piece. I swore the summer sun broke through the roof of my mansion and a vast meadow sprang from the floor. A tear escaped my eye. Every fiber of my being longed to bask in his golden notes as he played.

The last chord of the song hung in the air as I turned my face away from him to lift my mask and wipe away the tear. When I looked back he cocked his head at me, his question quite unexpected.

“Father, why do you always wear a mask?”

Had someone reached into my chest and clamped their hands around my thrashing heart it would have been less painful. My tongue flopped uselessly in my mouth for far too long as I struggled to find the coordination to speak. Idly I spun the simple gold band around my finger. Christine and I had been married for over a year now. She and Charles had been living in my mansion for over two years since coming to America. Why had I never suspected the child would grow curious of my peculiarity? Why had I not prepared myself for this inevitable question?

I stood up and wandered to the window, staring out into the dreary day. Droplets on the windowpane duplicated the horizon of Central Park into countless upside down copies, as scattered as my thoughts. The windowsill took most of my weight as I fought to catch my breath.

He did not utter a word.

The polished brass of the wall sconce caught his reflection. Charles sat with his hands on his knees staring thoughtfully in my direction. His perfect face framed by the dark hair he had inherited from me.

I clenched my fist. A bead of sweat coursed down my face. This would change everything. My eyes shut tightly as I forced the reluctant words through my tight throat. “Because … others do not wish to view my face.”

“Why?” His voice rang with innocence.

I shuddered. He could not know how cruel his question was. He is a child. Children are curious. Don’t be harsh. “There is good reason.” My tongue felt like a chunk of jerky left too long to dry.

The piano bench scrapped the floor. His shoes clacked as he slowly crossed the room. “Men wear hats to cover their hair. Is it because they forget to comb their hair? No one wants to see messy hair. That’s what Mom says. Did you forget to wash your face and that’s why?”

The smile banished the tension for a moment. My son’s innocent observations coaxed a single laugh from me. I reached down and placed a hand on his shoulder. “No, my son. The reason for my shame cannot be solved by a good scrubbing, were that it could. Some things … you will learn that some things are too vulgar to be seen in public.”

He wrinkled his brow at my words.

I traced his jaw with my finger. How I envied his charms. One day, and likely far before I could prepare for it, he would be sought after by many a swooned heart. A true gentleman with a compassionate and easy going nature. Charles would make a perfect husband … unlike myself.

Kneeling down, I cleared my throat. “Charles. You must understand something. Beneath this mask I do not look like everyone else.”

He laughed. “Of course you don’t. Everyone’s face is different.”

I held up a hand. “Believe me, some differ more than others. Because of the way I was born, I must wear this mask to protect others from nightmares. One day, when you are older, I will show you.”

“I’m old enough now.” He folded his arms across his chest and huffed a breath. “Momma says I’m a big boy!”

Memories of a shattered mirror and the shards in my hands stung as I shut my eyes. Spare him! The mantra thundered in my ears. He was too young to be haunted by the terror of his father’s face. My hands curled into fists on my knee. Frozen there, I could have been carved in stone.

The brush of his fingertips against my temples jolted me. But I could not move.

The ribbon holding the mask in place shifted through my hair. But still I could not move.

The pressure of the silk machete mask vanished from the thin skin of malformed face. But still I could not move. Not even to open my eyes.

A faint thump, then an object leaned against my shin, just heavy enough to be the mask. A rasped breath broke the drawn out silence. The clack of a shoe as he took a step back, followed by another. The pattern of his breathing grew in intensity verging on hyperventilation.

Still I remained bound in stone by my shame, locked behind my eyelids. Imagining the horror on my son’s face was as much as I could take. I could not bear to actually witness it. Tonight his nightmares would begin. Tonight he would scream … and I could not go to him for fear of making it worse.

Should have stopped him! You asinine fool!

The floor beneath my knee grew warm I had been there so long. Tears dripped from my chin to form a puddle on the stone floor. I could hear him breathing deeper now, that shuddering catch breath one makes when recovering from a shock. I had no concept of how long we remained locked in this vicious cycle of torment.

But I had to end it.

I picked up the mask and slipped it into place. Turning away, I opened my eyes to the countless raindrops sliding down my windowpane. Like a puppeteer pulling strings I edged myself upright and forced the dignified stance I normally held.

Once more the reflection in the sconce showed me my son. Charles huddled beneath the piano, his hands clamped around the gloss black leg. His wide gaze stared at nothing. He reminded me of a dog I once saw that escaped being run over by a carriage by no more than a hair’s breadth.

I crossed the room and gently coaxed his fingers from the piano. He was still small enough I could carry him, but not for much longer. Lifting him up, I held him close to me and felt the throbbing of his heart.

He buried his face in my vest and sobbed. “I … I didn’t mean to … Father I … oh God! Why would God do that?”

Tears stung my eyes as I stroked his back. “That is a question I have asked the whole of my life and never found an answer. Now, I hope you understand why my mask is so precious to me. It guards my dignity.”

Charles sniffled and lifted his head, red-rimmed eyes locked with my gaze. “Can you fix it?”

My eyes clamped shut and my head bowed under the weight of his question. I could not reply, for I had no voice with which to speak. I could only shake my head. If I had been born whole … how many times had I asked that question in the endless solitude? How many times had I driven myself mad by such a quandary?

At last a sob broke through my brooding. “No, my son. No one can fix me.” His hold on me tightened until I swore that he would force the air from my lungs. “I wish that someone could, Charles … but at least I have you and your mother. You are all I need to feel what the world denied me. I am a true man.”


 

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Twin Spirits

A short interlude between Nightingale’s Strain and Gilded Cage for a Nightingale

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The music of the city drowned beneath the cacophony of hawkers fighting to hook my ear. A finely attired gentleman, even one in a mask, was indeed a rarity in a Five Points bazaar. To them I must resemble the goose that laid golden eggs as I strolled through the crowd. Their hungry gazes followed my every move, hands prized for the score of the money I must have in my pockets.

The mild spring evening brought out much of the population in a spirited mood to experience the mingling of cultural sights, scents, and sounds. Colors clashed too bright on the roll-carts with their banners. The spicy and sour scents of the cultural foods migrated from their homelands churned in the air like a nauseating miasma. I was grateful for the filtration of my mask. Languages of countless dialects battered against one another forming a discordant net of sound I struggled to escape from.

Yes, I understood most of their pitiable cries. Their languages, a map of the Old World, betrayed the country from where each man, woman, and child originated from before thrust into this melting pot. They clung to traditions like a shipwrecked sailor to a splinter of a ship. But this New World sought to drown them. It would. Ages ago, in my travels across Eurasia, I realized the futility of clinging to the fragile threads of my nationality. I had been born French, and though Manhattan noted that above all else, I held no allegiance to any piece of land. No land would ever claim someone like me.

I suppose that was what attracted me to the bazaars. These lamentable attempts of those who still clung to their origins, waving flags like banners of honor, selling their heritage to those who could afford the luxury of the exotic. Men like me. The people in Five Points held such esteem in who they were. Secretly, I envied them.

This evening I had nothing in particular in mind as I wandered save escaping my too quiet home. Christine was performing in Hartford, and Charles at boarding school. Nadir remained poor company, troubled by a minor ailment that rendered him into a whining baby. I had sent the maid into his room with a cup of tea, with a little something extra concealed in the fluid. He should sleep the day through untroubled by his sinuses. In the oppressive silence I grew weary of hearing the chime of the clock relentlessly marching through the hours.

A man bumped my shoulder, knocking me from my reverie. He turned with a fist raised toward me, until his eyes met mine—beneath the mask. He shrank back, grabbed his tweed cap in both hands and wrung it. “ ‘pologies, sir. I dinna mean ta bump inta yah.”

I adjusted my cloak with a sweep, turning my shoulder to him. “On your way.”

His eyes remained on me as he slunk away. The moment he was out of reach, he turned and ran.

With a sigh, I brushed off my brocade vest. Pointless waste of energy, running. I had no desire to kill him. I simply desired to wander the bazaar to slake my boredom. I had promised Damrosch a new composition for the Symphony Society and now I contemplated why I had done so. I entirely lacked inspiration. I suspected what I truly sought here was nothing more than that. Some illusive spark to reignite the passion of writing.

All for naught.

Notes pierced the air.

Like one of my automatons, I turned toward a longer cart draped in dyed fabrics. A warm glow flickered beneath the bright hued florals, lantern gleam. Shadows danced. The flick of small creatures, their movements independent from the flames. Through the senseless avian twittering, a single refrain pulled my feet up the steps into the wagon. A forlorn strain cast out into the growing evening of such skill and complexity, I questioned if any earthly body could achieve such a feat.

Before I saw him, I knew it was indeed possible. I knew which creature held this exceptional gift. The unremarkable, diminutive nightingale hardly rivaled those in the bird kingdom with his plumage. But his voice, oh his voice! Our eyes met and my soul leapt to his ardent plea.

Held captive by the woven twigs of his cage, the nightingale could not even spread his wings. His song remained all that could reach to the heavens. He pined of winging to great heights, of lush gardens and beautiful blooms, wild lands far from here that remained but a memory. The notes rose and fell in mastery. The cadence matched my heartbeat. I could not look away from the pull of his beady brown eyes.

A Dutchman sidled up. I watched him from the corner of my eye, still enthralled by the spirited bird pleading from his cage. In stilted English, the man addressed me. “Fine taste. This is a rare bird. Nightingales are crafty, hard to catch. But they are fit for the emperor.”

“Yes yes. I know that ancient story. In fact I have heard it from roots far older than the common tale.” I waved him into silence, wanting only to admire the cascade of notes.

The nightingale took a single hop, his beak thrust out the front bars. Two hops back and his tailbone would strike the rear. He could not even turn. My finger drifted toward him, bidden by the music from his ruffled throat. A twin spirit to my own pleaded.

Don’t leave me in only a memory of flight! He sang. Without flight, one such as I perishes. Give me the sky. Let me sing, let me wing with others.

I knew his song, for I had sung it before. This was not the song either of hearts longed to sing. We were meant for jubilation, but this world caged us, reduced us to despair. So far from our homes.

I plucked a handful of coins from my pocket, not even looking to see how much, and thrust them into the man’s hand. He only gasped as I seized the ring of the nightingale’s cage and departed.

Out in the evening air, the nightingale’s song altered to a thrill. I walked back to my brougham entranced by his exultation. Inside, beneath the lantern, he composed the most glorious ballad, never falling silent. Without discarding my cloak, I carried him up to my study and set his cage on an end table.

The latch had been secured by a mass of twisted wire. It took even my deft fingers minutes to work free. He observed my every motion, his hard beak millimeters from my fingers, brushed against my flesh. He vibrated, hopped as much as his confines would permit. At long last, the wire slipped free, the tiny door opened.

The nightingale shot through like a dart, unfolding his wings the moment he cleared the confines. In an arched flight he landed clumsily on the music stand of my Steinway. His chest heaved as he puffed his feathers and shook from head to unfurled tail. He turned his head my way, the silence of the room weighed on me.

I spied a silver tray of fruit left here for convenience. When was the last time this little bird had been fed? I picked up the tray and brought it over to him. At first the nightingale darted his gaze between me and the tray several times before he tentatively leaned forward and pecked at a plum. The juicy pulp clung to his beak. He gorged himself, sticky juices clumping his chest feathers. Painstakingly, he twisted to clean up his plumage, freeing it from the remnants of his meal.

Once finished, he looked at me and piped a cheery strain. He spread his wings and flitted out the window.

Bittersweet. I sat at my piano, fingers silently caressing the keys in memory of his music. I longed to hear him again. To keep him caged would bring nothing but torment to a creature meant to touch the heavens. No one understood that more profoundly than I.

All I could do was remember. Note by note I let my fingers draw his music from the keys. The carefree jubilance seeming inconceivable to be born by such a diminutive creature. An earthly reminder that we are rarely what we seem. Lost in the music, I mimicked the turns and twists of his original melody setting it to memory.

A harmony danced around the piano. The windy strain stepped in time, wrapping notes around the melody as a dancer his arms around a partner. Elegant, free-spirited, true.

I half opened my eyes. A shape flicked in the dim light. My imagination?

No.

My eyes opened. The nightingale perched on the music stand, his tail flared out as he shifted to the music we composed together. His patterns shifted. As I imitated what he sang, he offered me yet another variance. I smiled as I dove into ever more complex arrangements. The clock chimes marched on into the early hours of the morning, and yet we remained in spirited song.

Dawn’s rays spilled pastel into the sky. The nightingale ceased his song and flitted to the fruit. He silently pecked his fill, cleaned himself once more. And then, with a simple bow, launched himself through the open balcony door

I followed, lingering in the balcony door as the tiny spirit spiraled into the washed sky. I held a hand to my chest and bowed. “Thank you for your gift. I shall cherish it, always.”

Sleep would wait. I pulled out a stack of vellum and my special red ink over to my Steinway. I wanted every nuance before it evaporated in the dawn.

Fanart of “Nightingale’s Odyssey”

As an artist myself I am thrilled to have artwork by another artist/writer inspired by my own work. Sometime ago, when I joined a site specifically for fan fiction, I came across EMK81 and we started chatting, of course about Phantom of the Opera. Soon I find questions in my inbox about precise details of how I envisioned the Erik in my novels. I come to learn there is a portrait in the works!

There is yet another reason I am thrilled, while I am an artist, the human form is something I have always struggled with. So to draw any of the characters within the series I have always had to resort to anthropomorphic stand-ins. In fact, a friend of mine from back in high school wondered if the whole time I was writing I was picturing the Phantom in his dashing red fox persona. I wasn’t, but whenever I wanted to draw him I had to!

I am honored to post Erik Michael’s work as the first fanart work for my series.

EMK81’s deviant art page

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Thank you!


More work from E.M.K 81 described as:

Erik sitting on a chair (which I designed) in working clothes which don’t really fit him (obviously he has been working on some building site) relaxing with an opium pipe. His hair is overgrown, he obviously forgot to care for himself over some building project. Nadir berating him for his addiction, but he has a glass in his hand. The title of this sketch is what Erik is saying to Nadir: “I’ll give up my vice if you give up yours.”
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And more … This sketch came to my mind with the first chapter of nightingales strain: Nadir is berating Erik for something and Erik is thinking: “Thank God, I can send my conscience on a business trip!”

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Erik making his first upper class debut at Reed’s mansion in “Shadowcrest’s Hammer”.
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Erik on stage during the performance with the dance troupe at Carnegie Hall. From Chapter 5 of “Gilded Cage for a Nightingale”.

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From the Epilogue of “Nightingale’s Strain”, Erik perched in the Central Park tree contemplating a concert in the park amusing Christine in the process.
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This has been so amazingly fun to see!
 
A little addition to the fanart collection, this piece was created for another fanfic collection, “Darkwave Chronicles” centering in an anime called “Cowboy Bebop.” Space, guns, bounty hunters, and hijinks with noir! Luck Kazajian made this for my story “Alley Cat Shuffle”
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Fanart for another Cowboy Bebop work called “Diving Deep into the Night” end of Session 10 piece done by Moira_Lathal, Tumblr @thestarlightsymphony and insta @swedish_starfish

Fanart for another Cowboy Bebop work called “Young Blood Remix” This is Spike at roughly twelve years old. This piece done by Moira_Lathal, Tumblr @thestarlightsymphony and insta @swedish_starfish

Fanart for another Cowboy Bebop work called “Young Blood Remix” This is Spike at roughly twelve years old. This piece done by Moira_Lathal, Tumblr @thestarlightsymphony and insta @swedish_starfish

Historical Sources that Anchored the Tales

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In Gaston Leroux’s remarkable original he anchors his amazing tale in a real place and utilizes real events, some never quite explained. He was inspired by the amazing hidden corridors that really do exist in the Paris Opera. Likewise, when Susan Kay wrote “Phantom” she researched and even traveled to the various locations Leroux mentioned in the short paragraph that summed up Erik’s life. Her desire was to breathe reality into the enigma of his history. To ground the Opera Ghost in the real landscape of the world. She placed Erik’s birthplace in a real Normandy village based on LEroux’s vague reference. She researched the shah’s of Persia and based it on events of that time period. She even went to Rome and learned about stone work … I knew I wanted to follow in their footsteps and carry the torch.

When I first had the idea to carry Erik’s tale onward into the New World I was determined to find some place suited for him and no sooner had I begun my search then I stumbled on the 1891 opening of none other than Carnegie Hall (literally 5 minute search). However–that was NOT its original name. At the time it was merely called the Music Hall. I went to work pouring over the age because I wanted to emulate as much fact in the fiction as I could. And of course, while real places and people are used in this story–they are also used fictionally. Though the events and timelines may be real, the characters are fictional versions and not intended to be biographical.

I literally spent days pouring over the photos and articles posted on Carnegie Hall Archives. The history of this place was colorful. There were things I found in the photos that confused me… for instance the organ and the lack of a second stage wing. I contacted the Archives and am indebted to Rob Hudson who revealed a little piece of history on why the ORIGINAL hall lacked the second wing entrance. There wasn’t room–and in the chapters if “Nightingale’s Strain” Erik will share that truthful tidbit. Mr. Hudson also kindly clarified what photos could not–the colors of the hall before renovation, where Mr. and Mrs. Carnegie were seated during the opening concerts, etc…

To further my understanding of the life and times I glued myself to the History Channel’s “Men Who Built America” which went through Andrew Carnegie and the Music Hall as well as much of his life and other influential men. “Meet You in Hell: Andrew Carnegie, Henry Clay Frick, And the Bitter Partnership That Transformed America” was book source that gleaned a less than shiny light of Carnegie. In fact, it demonstrated precisely what might have driven him to the philanthropy streak in his latter years. This book helped to round out Carnegie in light of his day-to-day business dealings. And yes, the questions Tchaikovski asks Erik were actually written on a piece of a paper by the real Tchaikovsky himself when he visited America for the opening of the Music Hall. They were things he was truly curious about.

Loads of historical map sites–far too numerous to list (I am embarrassed that I did not save a list of them all) provided street names for the years (or as close as I could get). Many of these site were geographical logs. As the years progressed in the series I needed to locate different maps and districts to determine what was, or wasn’t, there. This included researching the bedrock to find a location that would have been suitable for Erik’s quarry–that I found on a historical survey site that showed deposits of limestone and marble. Time changes much of the city. Even the name of the street Erik’s mansion runs along changes. NYC Architecture was one of the best places I could find to see pictures and get the nitty gritty on old buildings. A treasure trove that I lost myself in for hours at a time learning the names of styles and architectural terms! Even looking up the Bowery became an astonishing journey. Old articles scanned from the Sun’s archives provided vital clues to life on the Bowery streets (the Saturday night parties were REAL!) And thanks to Sun I was able to even look up the weather on the concert nights, the list of the music performed, and the reviews of each of the nights!

More adding to the details came from books my mother loaned me from her own collection: the 1899 edition of the Merck Manual for medicines (serious shudders), the Original Fannie Farmer 1896 Cook Book for menus, and Housekeeping in Old Virginia 1879. All of these got me in the ballpark of how some of the day to day ‘classy’ housekeeping would been done. The men have a multi-course dinner party in “Nightingale’s Strain”, the menu came directly from the cook book.

Of course I also needed to consult a number of historical sites for more … uhh … involved medical things. Some of which proved to be rather fascinating and disturbing at the same time. “The Knick” came on right about the time I needed it. Taking place in the early 1900’s, the depictions were spot on to what I found on historical websites like NIH’s museum site and several other nightmarish places I poked. Honestly–between researching the drugs and medical tools something likely tripped a watch on me. I’m just a writer who wants to get it correct. That’s all. Nothing sinister in motive.

I am very grateful for the history keepers who collect all this fantastic information for us. Without having access to these troves these novels would be less anchored. And so you see lot of reading goes into writing.

How the Dream Spawned

Nothing begins in isolation. The world both hobbles us and inspires us. What comes to be depends upon the strength of the inner spirit.

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How this began: First I was inspired by the marvelous book written by Susan Kay entitled “Phantom” which follows Erik’s life from pre-birth through the years beyond his death. I love Leroux’s foundation piece, and Kay does a masterful job expanding on the few short details Leroux teases us of Erik’s youth. I admire the ambition of Kay’s masterwork.

One day I was given cause to ask the question: what if he didn’t die? Erik is a crafty man. What if he made the ultimate sacrifice and let Christine live on by faking his death and then put an ocean between them to keep from going back? Thus I opted to dive off the end of Kay’s work, nixing parts of the epilogue for those who read it. (If you haven’t, I highly recommend you do!)

The first story I wrote was “Nightingale’s Strain” taking place in 1891, ten years past the horrific events. Here Erik’s past comes back to haunt him and he finds himself faced with choices he never imagined. Friends read the tale, loved it, and I just kept writing, intrigued by circumstance. The next was “Gilded Cage for a Nightingale” where a deadly game erupts costing Erik dearly. A third tale began to form and I seeded foreshadowing into “Gilded…”. Halfway through “Lament of the Nightingale”, even as a fourth tale began to emerge from the shadows a recurrent question from readers prodded me … “How did he manage the rise to power in high society? That must be one hell of a story!”

Hrm indeed, there is a story there! And so the whole arc changed, now rooted further south on the isle of Manhattan. I went back to 1882, picking at my notes from the first story when Erik arrogantly declared how he gained his fortune. Here Erik is tossed into destitution where he and Nadir would have fallen victim to as foreigners in the aristocratic fabric of the city. With limited resources the two are left to depend on Erik’s ingenuity.

Throughout the stories many historical facts will present themselves about buildings, events, procedures; the outcome of countless hours of research. In the spirit of the two previous authors who wrote the foundation for this work, I endeavored to do the same and weave in those threads of truth. I fully admit to basing much of Erik’s personal history on Kay’s work to keep it consistent. I have built beyond it much as she had done with Leroux’s work.

This odyssey is indeed a fanfic, I make no claim otherwise. But I hope that people will find as much enjoyment in reading these as I had writing them.

Liebster Award

I’ve been nominated for the Liesbter award by a writer friend of mine who I am indebted to for numerous rounds of constructive feedback on my short stories! Thank you Liz Schriftsteller

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Let me say that I had not heard of the Liebster Award and I am honored to have been contacted. I will answer her 10 questions, write up a list of my own, and then tag some folks to keep this going.

  1. How long have you been writing? I’ve been telling stories since I could talk, and haven’t shut up since. Drawings had whole sagas behind them. In school I frequently wrote fiction when I was supposed to be doing non-fiction. The line between reality and fantasy became a jump rope. This continues to this day. I would say that my serious attempts at writing for publishing began around 2011 when I started to write “Nightingale’s Strain”. It’s the first manuscript that I didn’t toss in a box never to see the light of day again… and it will be going onto this website after “Shadowcrest’s Hammer” is up in its completion.
  2. What’s the worst/most embarrassing feedback you’ve gotten from a submission? Oh, I haven’t been submitting long. But apparently it doesn’t take long to get those more colorful feedbacks. How’s this:“We can’t use your story at this time. We hope you have some luck placing it with another market. See below for editor notes. Please submit more fiction. Your submission of “XXXXXXX” was reviewed by XXXXXX. I got a little past the point where the dude threatens the mongrel, but I had to stop… The pacing was just too slow for our purposes… Too much description, too little in the way of events… I need more character to grab onto.”   For anyone who wants to know–that was eight sentences into the story. I’d like to know where the bar of “events” is set in for this guy when I started in the middle of an action sequence.
  3. What book or short story do you wish you had written? Good question… I would have to say I wish I had written “Redwall” and launched that series. It gained quiet popularity while I was still hearing that animal stories were kids-stuff. And yet it was SHOCKING (encouraging) how many adult readers the series has! Such a shame that Brian Jacques passed away. 😦
  4. Would you rather be ridiculously famous, but have written something critics have panned (like Twilight or 50 Shades of Grey) or write something brilliant, only to have no one ever read it? Well… I’d love for my work to become known. But I have to say that I don’t want to compromise and shoe-horn things into ‘popularity’ format. My work has a soul and I’d like to leave that recognizable rather than a cosmetic surgery zombie victim.
  5. What would you need to accomplish in order for you to consider your writing goals fulfilled? Blade of Tyr trilogy, Ballads of Ealaidh trilogy, and Starseeker trilogy published with the end game novel (ten books) published with at least a cult following. I have more story ideas, but this blended world is my focus. The first Blade of Tyr manuscript is written and in the mire of editing phase.
  6. What is your go-to writing snack food? Mini donuts. Perfect munching size. Preferably chocolate frosted. Powdered sugar gets in the keyboard.
  7. Austin or Bronte(s)? Austin (with zombies)
  8. Which question are we on? Eight, I think… but that may be subjective. Yes. Yes it is.
  9. Where do you draw inspiration from? IdidntdoitDrawings, more often. My stories often start with a compelling sketch and the backstory begins from there. History is another place I find details to play with. Sometimes a tv show or a book, or even a commercial will spark an idea that gets dissected and turned into an element. Or a lab class in college with a lab step that went wrong… who knew that strong acid and base mixtures can get exothermic enough to melt the test tube. Result: melted glass and REALLY hot salt water! Leap to thought of that on skin instead of just lab bench… third degree burn with hot salt water: OUCHIE! Yup. Weird stuff gets included in the concoctions.
  10. What question did you wish I had asked and what is your answer? What did you want to be when you grew up? I think I will ask my tags that!

And with that my nominees for the Liebster Award are: JensPenDen and Kerry Adrienne

I invite them to tag (hopefully) five more bloggers with ten new questions. Here is my ten for them!

  1. What did you want to be when you grew up?
  2. What is your favorite genre and length to write (flash/short story/novel)?
  3. Looking back at your childhood, what was the most outrageous thing you believed was real (like unicorns are real, but people just don’t see them cause unicorns are too busy stealing the missing socks from the laundry)?
  4. How did your teachers respond to your writing in school?
  5. What was the first piece you remember where you knew you wanted to be a writer?
  6. If you could live in any era besides this one, what would it be and why?
  7. Is it more important to you to have character depth or plot depth?
  8. Do you enjoy a story that gets straight to the point, or one that the reader lingers in the atmosphere for a while?
  9. Which stage is your favorite: raw drafting, revising, fine editing, etc?
  10. What is your writing dream (this could be a lofty fantasy–like being a god of words… go for it)?

And we’re done! Toodles!

Nightingale’s Odyssey Novel Series

Burying his face in his hands, Nadir muttered, “Each day that passes I worry about the consequences of you dwelling in this new country.”

“Might I remind you precisely whose brilliant idea that was to take our exile here.”

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The Nightingale’s Odyssey series was spawned by an obsession with the darker side of a classic narrative. You could say it is also a fascination with what drives a spirit to endure in a world when the odds threaten to crush you. Creative souls are often, like a frail bird or fragile bloom, delicate.

Erik is a man of extraordinary talents born with a severe disfigurement. Throughout his past, this facial deformity has filtered his interactions with the world. He was most notoriously known as the Phantom of the Opera, a fact he desires to keep his shameful secret.

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STORIES AND SYNOPSES

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Synopsis: There is but one word above all others never to say to Erik, unless you desire to spark his indomitable determination. That word is “impossible”.

Trapped in the Bowery after illegally immigrating to late nineteenth century America, the ever resourceful Erik feverishly poured everything into establishing himself as an elite architect. When the aristocratic architect VanHollus, intent upon sharing his territory with no one, decided to make an example of the ambitious Frenchmen society could not fathom the war that would rage between the two rivals. Once the gauntlet was thrown both men stood to lose a fortune: VanHollus his reputation, Erik his only chance at a livelihood in the new world. Will Erik live to show the world his genius once again or will he starve in the shadows where VanHollus seems determined to confine him?

Steeped in the dynamic cultural melting pot of Manhattan in the 1880’s, the story explores the culture of the tenements dwellers in contrast to the social elite. From the soot-stained Bowery with its lively Saturday night streets, to the lavish Hoffman Hotel with its luxurious dining hall filled with the cream of the crop. Erik’s iron perseverance is the only thing capable of breaking through the barrier to lift him from a ragged laborer to an enigmatic man of consequence. The trouble lies in Erik’s own inner battle, for the font of his inspiration stems from a deal with a dire price. And someone has come to collect.

An extension of the early events in Shadowcrest’s Hammer, between chapters 17 and 18

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Synopsis: Trapped in the Bowery Erik embraces his current status as a shunned immigrant and does what he must to get by. He plays his violin as a street musician alongside another social outcast, Blanjini, a blind exiled Romanian Jew. Their sessions among the impoverished melting pot include the raucous Saturday night street parties. Bonds are tested when an unwelcome visitor threatens lives and it seems only thing can lift the spirits of those impacted: the Bowery Nightingale.

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Synopsis: In the shadows of the Music Hall’s stage wing Erik heard her voice again for the first time in ten years. With that dreaded indulgence, the foundations of his carefully constructed empire cracked. On the verge of opening the pinnacle of the arts, Carnegie’s grand Music Hall, the hidden genius of the project is swept up in a tidal wave from his past.

When Christine Daae, a renowned singer in Paris, is invited to the opening concerts no one knew the turbulent reunion that would follow. Ten years was not enough to bury Erik’s obsession with his former vocal student. When his involvement changes from architect to accompanist his colleagues begin to comprehend his profound comprehension of acoustics. However Nadir, Erik’s longtime associate from his past life, suspects that the darker side is playing a high stake game to steal the hand of his once love.

The famed Music Hall’s grand opening holds a secret drama wrought with deception, passion, and murder. And danger to Erik. For if the world ever learned his dark secret he stands to loose everything.

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Synopsis: For Erik and Christine their existence in Manhattan could not be more idealistic. He, the director of the arts and first chair violinist at Carnegie Hall. She, a sought after soloist. The world has set things to right … or has it.

A serpent slithers through the dark alleys of the city scarcely detected by Erik’s network of informants. Erik’s paranoia sparks anew, and the constant vigilance wears away at the famed Nightingale. Everyone around him notes the telltale state and many believe it to stem from the recent violent death of a friend—and the replacement of the second chair violinist. But Erik, even in his hysteria, sees a pattern linking back like the scales on a viper. Someone has a longstanding grudge. Someone knows who he once was, what he once did.

And they are not the forgiving type.

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Synopsis: In the year 1899 Erik has been in Eurasia on sabbatical. Or so the story goes. But his family harbors the dark truth. Beneath the tranquil facade they have waged a desperate battle for Erik’s sanity, and Dr. Wright is their last hope.

Faced with the most unusual patient, Wright can’t refuse this once in a lifetime case that so many others have failed to help. But the ambitious doctor is blinded by his goal to restore Erik to his former genius and fails to realize the delicate nature of his patient’s existence. It earns him a one way ticket back to Boston.

With Erik’s tentative return to society and a small role in Carnegie Hall, he and his son Charles labor to overcome the damage of the past. A love-sick Charles, socially unable to court his sweetheart, is devastated when the family’s secret destroys any chance he may have had to convince the Chantelli’s to hold Simonetta’s hand for him. In an act of empathy, Erik commits a sacrifice that no one can believe—not to restore his own shattered honor, but to secure his son’s desire.

For no one understands the cost of true love more than Erik.

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Synopsis: When Erik is found on the dueling knoll shot in the back, Charles suspects foul play. Haunted by the ghosts of his father’s past, the family must chase down the untied threads of Erik’s by-gone rise to power.

As the world crumbles around him young Charles never stopped to ponder the question, what would he do when faced with the mastermind behind the plot to kill his father? In the devastating wake he finds no solace in words of wisdom. Only an insatiable thirst for justice.